Why?Why do we need more freedom?When we are having enoughIs there anything we are scared off to deal withWhy we grow up too fast leaving all the childless behavior backWhy a man does attains a certain......... age called maturity and starts judging what is wrong and what is rightWe can’t remain a child forever like till deathNot judging anything doing mistakes and doing the hell what comes up and cop up right the wayNo but we gain maturity and comes to know that we are dealing with hundreds of problems and certain pressure , behaving like a pervert in front of what we are thinkingWhat does perfect looks like?I am asking because I haven’t passed a day in my life according to the thing so called perfectOr I should correct even a second in my lifeWhat do this mean at least I wanted to knewWhy do this all things or thoughts trigger my mind even I don’t want to think of that I don’t know about itOk I have planned hundred times according to the so called perfect but I haven’t till date came across that so longWhat does that even look I don’t know yet?I keep thinking these all thoughts in my imaginative mind and believe that it comes true soonKnowing that it won’tBut still hopes are hopes they are never still like water at timesThey keep going like time and don’t stop for even a second and at the end make up heap of dreamNot to be fulfilledIs there anything called like perfect freedomBecause I haven’t came across that tooThe more I get I think the less I am havingI think I am introvertThe thing is I spent a lot of time talking to meTo my soulThat this thing should be like that, that would look good with this and etcWhy do life keep going and not having a pause and rewind buttonIf that is allowed in this game of lifeI would go back to my child ageMaking plenty of mistakes without knowing the cause for that I have payBut that can’t be possible right nowI think that is the possible cause for what I am dealing todayFor what I am hungry todayMy actual greed I sayWhat does anybody need freedom, dreams, cause and perfection?Even having enough of itBut hunger is never satisfied if we get good foodWe need more, the more we get the more we step up to achieve more I think that is lifeWe are never satisfied with what we are having and we need everything we are not havingThe only contradiction I am proving is to a line I read somewhere“Nothing is eternal”Like nothing is for foreverLikewise are we, we change, step up at every second with our dreams with our partners, our thinking probably with everything we are having todayTo have something is to let it goI remember so I let go everything just to have something in futureBut I haven’t came across that thing probably I am believing in a myth or else in journey of dreamsSecretly running by oneselfThat rest is same but not stillHope to come across something like really called perfection and freedom according to dictionary of dreams and yesA line “everything is eternal”What I have to do is just WAIT….!!! NA?